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intergalacticreature — Sun, 13 Dec 2009 22:19:32 +0000

Why do I see no friends or human nature stuff in my possible future!?
But also…I can hear , I can hear the music, the wind , the words the storms ..the screams ; I can see , I can see flowers , I can see beautiful colours , clear view I create, I can see , can see disasters of madness.
From my room window I can see beautiful dying leafs in a ready to go late ,sleepy autumn coverd by something white that we call snow, because my window is up high in my own hause..
The song I play in my laptop , I let it somewhere in bed , my pink bed with white stuff on it, the lights in my room makes the image kinda hard to explain. I’ve got my white pearl colour dress with my hair left in the wind, sitting in front of the window,I can hear,I can feel,I can see how lonely I am.

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intergalacticreature — Sat, 12 Dec 2009 16:23:46 +0000

Hellowwww circleee of strangers !

Today in 12 dec. 09 I’ve decided to write here , fuck my computer.

I’m watching movies and outside it’s a snow shit day , but kinda ok.

I’m sleepy and bored and my head hurts.

I’m happy I bought some cosmetic stuff I needed , like compact cream , a new hydration cream , cheek pearls , new good perfume with shower gel from it, yeah kinda nice ; etc.

I’d like to go out for a coffee and a cigarette but too cold and hmm I’m waiting for the Monday.

I hope it’s gonna snow this season , cause it is the most I like.
I’m gonna draw a pirate ship in the next hours so good luck to me,heh, I’m gonna post the result if it will look good enough.

Right now I’m listening a song I love and hope I’m gonna write soon in this….blog uhm ahmmm I don’t really care of stuff I write here ,things I wrote are for the feeling I have in that time; no way to be scared , I will never write in the same way , I thought it was a time problem but I think it’s just me, I’m always in changes but not big big ones.

Have a nice day or a good night niggs! =)

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intergalacticreature — Sun, 01 Nov 2009 14:39:34 +0000

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[in photo - myself]

This may look not so good in LCD monitors or good monitors , because mine it’s almost broken . So all I wanna say is that my picture is done well , I tried to make it good to both kinds of monitors, mine and normal ones. Heh

Proud.

intergalacticreature — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 20:45:02 +0000

Conluzii ori ce vrei tu :

Noi oameni ‘ simplii ‘ existăm doar în rating , concursuri , statistici.
Nimeni dintre cei cu putere nu fac nimic pentru noi.
Însă se bazează pe tot ce zicem noi.
Un mega star nu ar mai fi putred de bogat dacă noi , nişte nimicuri aproape inexistente nu i-am cumpăra CD urile.
Canalurile de posturi nu s-ar mai bate cap în cap dacă nu am fi noi..nimicuri pe canapele să futem telecomanda să le crească ratingul.

Dacă ai dat de probleme , poliţia poate să nu te ajute,pentru că mai sus stă unu` cu buzunarul mare şi are grijă să te înfundă.
Fel şi fel de ‘artişti’ care fac orice doar pentru a impresiona lumea…lumea!? tot noi ăstia mai invizibili.
Şi totuşi ei depind de noi şi nimeni nu face nimic bun.
Câţi oameni,atâtea planete.
Mă opresc că altfel aş face ce fac şi alţii..
Comentează, că altceva nu poţi
Intră în competiţie , urăşte , distruge cu un chip de înger..
Vrei să fi în frunte?
Ai un trecut întunecat? – un punct în plus
Voinţă şi doreşti toţi banii?
Nu mai zic nimic.
De ce când pleci din ţară rudele te sfătuiesc să ai grijă în ‘străinătate’ ?
Am vaga impresie că lumea uită că suntem pe acelaşi Pământ.
Situaţia e un paradox, toţi se plâng că nu ne ajutăm între noi , dar dacă un om cu inimă încearcă să ofere ajutor spontan,ar fi luat în batjocoră ori l-ar gândi de hoţ.
Poliţia americană oferă bătaie cu TVA , cu cât mai mult cu atât mai bine.
Animale abuzate şi natură distrusă pentru că oamenii au creier în cap doar ca un organ în plus nu pentru a-l folosi.
Pentru că prostia domină.
“Ne dăm în cap pe scara evoluţiei am rămas tot în copac”
Bârfe…fiţe, maşini bani aruncaţi pe wc-uri de aur , ce dracu?
Miştocari fără creier, gura mică!
Ca încheiere mă folosesc pe mine :
Spun că stau la birou cu radioul în dreapta şi o sticlă de cola în stânga,pierzându-mi timpul pentru că nu contează , da şi acum la ştirile EuropaFM ne informează tot pe noi. Hm

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intergalacticreature — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 18:39:22 +0000

I never thought I could get mad at you.

I know it’s possible but I thought not for me and I know I have to fight damn much to show you what I deserve.
I’m almost done with it.
Still have trouble in trusting myself as good as I want to.
But how do you think I’m gonna succeed if all it’s happening leave me straight to disaster!?
I know you helped me a lot and I am so happy for it , but sometimes I feel so alone, like this moment.
I asked you to give me an idea how to get higher , I don’t see it.
I need to succeed , I need what I dream of and I’m not giving up.
I try to write this , it feels so hard because I don’t see a reason.
I am mad at you, I still love you , I will always do , but day by day things turn worst and worst just …I just don’t see a door , no nothing I can see.
I’ve lost people I love..d , I feel like people don’t appreciate me the way I deserve.
I am really good in many things, but here comes again…things against me seems like will never let me be , time never loves me ; it’s too small or too large.
Sometimes even I ,can’t let myself …
I’m the perfect creature to explain life’s plans for destruction .
There’s no more surprises. I ‘ve seen it all
How about human nature? Makes me sick. People forget that this world it’s just one part , this is not all , this is not everything .
I see people focused on their problems and problems like : ” I wanna be a super-star ” and blah blah , doing bad things for it..and this a rule, you can’t really go up higher being a good person , there should be a miracle.
People getting cars and big big houses and 3 or 4 m away from them are sitting poor people with no food for the next day, I mean many reach people should do something good for this kind of humans.
I see people who have everything but for just one thing, they put their lives in danger , how it’s that possible?
We are all making errors but we shouldn’t act like we do, this is what it’s going to makes us fall , oh but sorry we are falling from a long time.
Hmm let me think , there are many things humans destroy , and makes me feel so sad I can’t stop them.
Scary is the fact that this is just the beginning . We will not recognize each others in the next 30 40 years or less.
I wake up in the morning and if something it’s not working the way I want , I remember sweet things in this world , because even it’s hard to believe they exists .
I do remember and think about birds , trees , sunshine , chocolate (I love chocolate) , flowers , people I love and respect ( they’re not too much ) , a song or songs I truly love to hear , peace and things like that.
About persons I respect , first of all it’s not a person it’s my sweet baby , my sweet parrot named Pikolina Jessica Renata , she always makes me smile and she gives me unconditional love that I need. She have her personality , well she’s my sweet everything.
We are playing all the time. She likes to discover she’s an adventurous parrot and I love to take her in places she haven’t been , places like my chiffonier or a drawer , she likes to travel with my plastic pirate ship on the carpet, she knows when I’m mad at her , she is also funny and really lovely and loving parrot.
For me it’s not a parrot she’s my sweet baby.
I’ve discovered such pure feelings , because she gived that to me , so when I need love , I could accept only pure love , that is really hard to find today.
It’s not ok this way and nothing we could do by individual.
I don’t exactly know what I presented here , but I would say it’s a small small part of my thoughts.
” See you next Wednesday ;> ” let’s see if you can recognize this